acez

the creature with no heart left

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i am

i am: yet what i am none cares or knows, my friends forsake me like a memory lost; i am the self-consumer of my woes, they rise and vanish in oblivious host, like shades in love and deaths oblivion lost; and yet i am, and live with shadows tost into the nothingness of scorn and noise, into the living sea of waking dreams, where there is neither sense of lives nor joys, but the vast shipwreak of my life's esteems; but even the dearest-that i loved the best- are strange-nay, rather stranger than the rest. i long for scenes where man has never trod; a place where woman never smiled or wept; and sleep as i in childhood sw

when i am dead by acez, literature

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when i am dead

When i am dead, my dearest, Sing no sad songs for me; Plant thou no roses at my head, Nor shady cypress-tree: Be the green grasses above me With showers and dewdrops wet; And if thou wilt, remember, And if thou wilt, forget. I shall not see the shadows, I shall not feel the rain; I shall not hear the nightingale Sing on, as if in pain: And dreaming through the twilight That doth not rise or set, Haply i may remember, And haply may forget.

Untitled by acez, literature

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Cold as winter, strong as stone; She faced the darkness all alone. A silver goddess; a reflection. A mirage; a recollection. No return; no turning back. The past is gone, the future, black. Serpents gather in their nests, And she stands above the rest. Shadows hunt; she hunts the shadow. The moon is risen; she stands below. She views her world through the eyes of others. Black and white; there are no colors. As she looks upon a shattered youth. A shattered mirror shows a shattered truth.

The 2 Trees by acez, literature

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The 2 Trees

The 2 Trees Beloved, gaze in thine own heart. Gaze no more in the bitter glass The demons, with their subtle guile. Lift up before us when they pass, Or only gaze a little while; For there a fatel image grows That the stormy night receives, Roots half hidden under snows, Broken boughs and blackened leaves. For ill things turn to barrenness In the dim glassthe demons hold, The glass of outer weariness, Made when god slept in times of old. There, through the broken branches, go The ravens of unrest thought; Flying, crying, to and fro Cruel claws and hungry throat, Or else they stand and sniff the wind, And shake their ragged

Alone by acez, literature

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Alone

From childhood's hour I have not been As others were-I have not seen As others saw-I could not bring My passions from a common spring- From the same source I have not taken My sorrow- I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone- And all I lov'd- I lov'd alone- Then- in my childhood-in the dawn Of a most stormy life-was drawn From ev'ry depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still- From the torrent, or the fountian- From the red cliff, or the mountian- From the sun that round me roll'd In its autumn tint of gold- From the lighting of the sky As it pass'd me by- From the thunder, and the storm- And the clou

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United States
Deviant for 20 years
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Current Residence: the evergrowing place of stupidity and lonelyness...with a touch of betrayal and crazyness
Favourite genre of music: rock, rap, metel, some pop, j-pop, industrial, screams... i like screams...
Operating System: none... the computer from the library
Shell of choice: the one that is hurt and looks like my own...
Skin of choice: well...since i seem dead to the world...um...the decaying skin of whats left of my heart...
Favourite cartoon character: JTHM, nailbunny, gene starwind (outlaw star) spike (cowboy bebop) stewie (family guy) Kenshin Himura
Personal Quote: sounds like a personal problem...wait...your right...it is my problem...*stabs self in the head*

Favourite Visual Artist

Jhonen Vasquez

Favourite Movies

Donnie Darko (the director's cut), Queen of the damned

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

evanesence, ramstine (i know bad spelling) and i am being introduced to skinny puppy,ohgr, blutEngel

Favourite Writers

Edger Allen Poe

Favourite Games

Devil may cry, midnight underground 2, .//hack series, grand theft auto3, grand theft auto:vice city

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2, X-box

Tools of the Trade

several thin ropes, handcuffs (metal), many knives, and several forms of fire

Other Interests

death, killing, goths, graveyards, vampires, the stars, the moon, the night, dripping blood, knives

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acez

Jun 23, 2012

update for none

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...shit...all in all... stuck in stasis...still alive and healthy..nothing new...

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acez

Jun 1, 2009

well..shit...

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still here, still alive, still single, still alone, still broke...still nowhere to live... wow i am pathitic...well a 2 1/2 year relationship and continueing heartbreak later, i learned some things...1)medication helped apparently 2) being alone is good and bad...       3)WHY CAN'T I SEEM TO LEAVE SEATTLE.... thats all for now

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acez

Nov 5, 2005

i'm still alive...somehow...

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still living...but yet not alive...still homeless, still broke, still alone....nobody cares....

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BlueBloodz

Jul 20, 2007

hi! i hate to sound annoying, but you have an excellent gallery!!!!!!! i waz wondering if you'd like to join my club ~BlueBloodz? its for all dark art lovers.

soulalcatraz

Apr 8, 2006

Skinny Puppy and Ohgr are the same person, just Skinny Puppy is the band and Ohgr is the singer's "name." You might wanna fix that on yer profile. And fix "Rammstein."

thanks for the fav!

no problem

~acez
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gottlay

May 28, 2005

oh my god that was teh cutest lil bunny ever...... *huggles bunny*

acez

Jun 20, 2005

*pulls out sawed-off shotgun* say bye to the bunny...bye bunny...*insert several shotgun blasts* bunny isn't there anymore...only a bloody little puddle... darn...no more bunny